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skip this pretense and cut straight to dying.
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|07:51 pm] |
wow i forgot about LJ.
i never update anymore..
how cool am i?
CAIT hi you should msg me sometime? ya?
ADD ME ON MYSPACE!
drugsxandxguns |
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| im such a worthless piece of shit. |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|05:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | underoath. | ] |
why do i suck so bad?
and why am i blaming myself right now?
wtf did i do? |
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| i rule at life. |
[Nov. 16th, 2005|02:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | postal service. | ] |
so my life.. is infact still my life.. i live the most boring life in the world.. but the craziest things always manage to happen. i stopped smoking newports. i rule. i dont feel as gangsta now.. but my lungs dont feel like theyre bleeding anymore when i wake up in the mornings. ive been hanging out with mattman alot lately but whats new? i should update this more but im never home but maybe oneday. <3 |
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| is this real or am i still dreaming of life? |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|11:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | alive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | deathcab. | ] |
so im out now.. yay.
arkansas still sucks.
same people with the same bad habbits
and all the same reasons i should stay away from them.
so im going to see where that gets me.
i have to find a job soon.
go me
"thank you drive through please."
jared. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|12:17 pm] |
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Jared is back as of 10/24/05. :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
dear anyone that doesn't know -
jared's in jail. he'll be in there for a year at least.
if you want/need to talk to him, you should write him a letter cause he likes those.
if you want his address, comment with your email address and i'll send it to you.
kbye. |
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| walkingdisatster. |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|09:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boy kicks girl - karma | ] |
so as usual ive fucked more things up. go me. i suck at life. i dont know what to do anymore.. i cant be happy for some reason i try.. but i cant.. i feel like im at the biggest dead end ever.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 5th, 2004|03:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | senses fail - irony of dying on your birthday. | ] |
i dont think my life could get any worse than it is at this very moment..
well actually it could.. and i think maybe that's what makes it so bad right now.. blahh i dont know what to do... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 15th, 2004|04:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | emo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sunny day real estate - sometimes. | ] |
i fukcin suck. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|12:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glasseater - break away. | ] |
1. Spell your name using bands/musicians:
J ets to brazil.
A Static Lullaby
R ites of spring
E vergreen terrace
D eathcab for cutie.
2. Have you ever had a song written about you? yes..
3. What song makes you cry? lots of them.. ;\ im such a loser.. danzig makes me cry sometimes..
4. What song makes you happy? sublime - boss dj.
5. What do you like to listen to before bed? deathcab.
6. Name a song by Coal Chamber. amir of the desert.
7. Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? VANILLA ICE FOO
8. First album you ever bought? MC FUCKIN HAMMER.
Step 1: Open your MP3 player
Step 2: Put all of your music on random
Step 3: Write down first 10 songs it plays
1. The Cure - Friday Im In Love.
2. sunny day real estate - roses in water.
3. Thursday - Understanding in a car crash.
4. Deathcab for cutie - a movie script ending.
5. the juliana theroy - something isnt right here.
6. sublime - stp.
7. brand new - last chance to lose your keys.
8. fair weather - welcome to last year.
9. Fall out boy - sending postcards from a plane crash (wish you were here)
10. coheed and cambria - an end to a beginning.
FIRSTS..
Best Friend: i dunno.
First screen name: shit i dunno
First Funeral: great gramma.
First pets: -shrug-
First piercing/tattoo: ears, stars.
First credit card: riiight.. like someone would give my irresponsibble ass a credit card.
First big trip: 7th grade.. 6 hits of acid.. with 5 hours of school left.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: no idea.
LASTS..
Car Ride: i hit the loop earlier.
Good Cry: last nite.
Library book: i forgot we even had a library..
Movie: waking life.
Beverage drank: COKE.
Food: goldfish.
Crush: dont get to many of those anymore...
Phone Call: justin.
Time Showered: 8 this morning.
Shoes worn: chucks.
CD Played: sublime - stand by your van.
Item Bought: newports
Annoyance: being sober.
Disappointment: myself
Wanting to die: eh...
Time Scolded: today
Shirt worn: my FSF shirt. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|04:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glassjaw her middle name was boom. | ] |
i wish i could sleep. |
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| yeah do it. |
[Feb. 5th, 2004|02:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new. | ] |
so i saw this and thought i would do it.
if you had to make a sound track for your life in 20 songs or less, what would they be?
1: coheed and cambria - junesong provision.
2: my chemical romance - demolition lovers pt. 1
3: glasseater - new day.
4: the juliana theory - pictures, stars, and dreams.
5: mxpx - party, my house, be there
6: thursday - streaks in the sky.
7: catch 22 - 12341234.
8: the early november - all we ever needed.
9: yellowcard - powder.
10: this day forward - writing in cursive.
11: alkaline trio - enjoy your day.
12: bright eyes - no lies just love.
13: built to spill - girl.
14: anatomy of a ghost - on to morning stars.
15: placebo - without you im nothing.
16: strung out - mind of my own.
17: mxpx - my life story.
18: the impossibles - erin with an E
19: sunny day real estate - days were golden.
20: deathcab for cutie - a movie script ending.
hidden track: Neutral Milk Hotel - In The Aeroplane over the sea. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 16th, 2004|04:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coheed and cambria - junesong provision | ] |
blah.. so just when i thought things couldnt be worse.. i wentto see my probation officer yesterday.. and failed a piss test. BLAH.;\
someone shoot me please. |
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| blah |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
k so my life so blows. my mom kicked me out on christmas eve.. so i was forced to move in the white house.. ;\ god i hate it. all i ever do is work anymore.. im supposed to be therenow.. but i had a doctors apointment i had to go to so i didnt have to go today.. blah working 4-12 monday through saturday blows.
i feel so lost right now.. and have no idea what to do..
i miss you and hope youre doing okay.. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2003|04:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sunny day real estate - days were golden. | ] |
im still not sure why all this happened. ;\ |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 22nd, 2003|11:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the wonder years. | ] |
1. taking back Sunday vs. brand new: Brand New
2. anatomy of a ghost vs. coheed and cambria: Coheed And Cambria
3. the used vs. thrice: thrice
4. Thursday vs. my chemical romance: both damn it.
5. the movielife vs. fairweather: The Movielife
6. fall out boy vs. the starting line: Fall Out Boy
7. atreyu vs. shai hulud: shai hulud
8. the mars volta vs. sparta: Sparta
9. count the stars vs. the ataris: Count The Stars
10. spitalfield vs. the rocket summer: spitalfield
11. saves the day vs. mae: mae
12. something corporate vs. straylight run:something corporate
13. chris carrabba vs. conor oberst: wtf kind of question is that.. conor.. duh
14. CT BATTLE: doozer vs. grover dill: doozer.
15. hidden in plain view vs. the early November: The Early November
16. saosin vs. alexisonfire: Alexisonfire
17. alikane trio vs. vendetta red: Alk3
18. glassjaw vs. from autumn to ashes: From Autumn To Ashes
19. the anniversary vs. the reunion show: The Reunion Show
20. yellowcard vs. silverstein: silverstein: |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 20th, 2003|12:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | senses fail - the ground folds. | ] |
add me back :\
</3.
why am i so fucking dumb.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 17th, 2003|10:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | recover - sympathetic sickness | ] |
so i finally took a new picture. after like forever. |
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